On the road to myself

On the road to myself
There’s unimaginable fire,
I can’t believe that a heart’s a liar,
And that in vain has been burnt.
On this route, I found joy,
Even though I wasn’t searching,
As we are gradually converging,
I am seeing our souls alloy.
I asked once:” Love, maybe it’s you?
Once in a lifetime, real, pure?”
I got a response: “There are only a few,
Who has thе power to endure.
You have been chosen, a perfect match,
Creative, gifted, God- obeying.
Your strength derives from constant praying,
For you can’t start your life from scratch.”
This undeniable connection so irresistibly attracts,
You’re both ignoring all red flags,
You need this sense for self-protection.
You relish warmth and nurturing minds

In deep, profound conversations,
It’s something more than just a temptation
From now on, you’re both doomed to feel pined.
Giarnomous something, secret magic
Brings you together more and more.
Only from a distance you adore
This other half, that’s why it’s tragic.
It is unreal and divine,
It can’t be suppressed, though you endeavor,
Not for this life, but for forever
Your souls are firmly intertwined.